That's It!

Tim has always been a good friend.
But.
I can no longer put up with his shit.
He is far too honest, abusive, self-centered for me.
And now I'm done.

This is not saying I'm going to be a big bitch and never speak to him again.
Or act rudely towards him.
I don't have the heart.
But things are going to change.

I'm pissed.

And now- a song:

I'm too much or not enough
maybe everyone else is messed up
well anyway i can't seem to stay
in just one state of mind

waiting 'round for something better
I'm the one that wouldn't let her
now I'm back and for
I get bored when she's no perfect find

'cause it's one thing or another
I don't even know why i bother
one thing just tears her down
'cause it's one thing or another
I don't even know why i bother
something i just can't get around

consider the possibility
that you've been had but not by me
we're just kids
don't worry about this

my course is run and I'm so tired
still the next one comes inspired
I feel bad and i should
I made her sad and i knew it would


I need to learn
to wait in turn
'cause now I just step blindly
and I'm only happy when
I can close my eyes and I just dive in
and forget about acting kindly


still I know you won't let me down