I do not want anything right now.
I'm sorry I ruined your life.
I'm sorry you think that I am wrong.
I'm sorry you think that I have wronged you.
I'm sorry I am not the girl that you dreamed of.
Try to understand.
Try to see it from my side.
Try to be in my shoes.
But even then will you understand?
No, you won't.
You are drowning in your self-loathing.
You are too deep to see.
I'm sorry.
But you are.
Believe me when I say I understand. I understand more than you could ever dream of. I have been there. I have also been rejected. Not by someone who I never had in the first place, but by someone that I gave my entire heart and being to. Someone who I truly thought I had forever. I also have been rejected, dear.
You never even had me.
You have only had my friendship.
I am not taking that away.
So how can you be so upset with me for being honest.
For not leading you on.
Trying to make me feel like I have done something wrong will do nothing. So please, stop.
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